Monday, 5 May 2008

Beautiful Burgos and still Sauntering

Dear All,
I know some of you may have thought that I had fallen off the face of the earth as it has been so long since I last posted any updates! I have to say that I am writing this from having arrived in the city of Burgos (250-270 km in).
It has been a long time since I last wrote and I have to say that process has been an incredible one. The shear physicality of this journey is seriously taking it would seem at times every ounce of stamina and will-power to just keep going on. Everyone who is walking this stage with me has had problems in some way that have affected their walking - be it blisters, knee and ankle problems, etc. George MacLeod wrote many years ago that "a demanding common task alone builds community" and the process of making this journey seems to be proving the truth of that statement daily. For the links that are forming between those of us walking here are deep and very personal. As time progresses each of us reveals further reasons behind our journeying and seeking this pilgrimage within this point of our lives.
As I think about pilgrimage and spirituality I am struck that the commitment to make 20-30km walking each day is something that reduces our focus to the simple process of putting one foot in front of another. This simplifying of life and the removing of so many of the other worries has made me become very aware of my own moods and feelings and how these can have an affect on my walking for the day. There have been mornings when I have got up and as well as adjusting to trying to walk properly I have an equally deeper battle within as I feel fatigued and not really in the mood to carry on. Yet, conversely there are other mornings when things start off well and I find myself half-way through the days walking before even thinking about it.
A few months ago I was walking with Kathryn and we had a beautiful butterfly land on the ground before us before gently fluttering off. I made the passing comment at the time that in some indigenous spiritualities, such a thing might have been interpreted as a sign of God being with us on the walk. When I arrived at Lorgrono a few days ago I was seriously at a point where I wondered if I could carry on as my feet were so sore! All of a sudden I was surrounded by butterflies and in that moment I felt strongly that they spoke of the prayers being offered on my behalf which were managing to keep me going. It was a very vivid moment of connection and beauty and I felt greatly held in the midst of my struggles. There were some tears and I felt amazing approaching the city I had doubted arriving within.
Equally, this walk has taken us through so many contrasting landscapes and the weather has been great. There have been dry, rocky valleys and lush vineyards and rolling fields - it is truly stimulating process of contrast and beauty. In the course of my walking I have seen so many beautiful panoramas that it will be while before I really can process the fullness of this journey.
For now, let me leave it there and I´ll be in touch again soon!
Cheers!
Scott

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